s im pl'y ___B oA

Love

2011-01-26T14:59:00.004+08:00

Love.
A word packed with mixed feelings and different perspective.
- Acceptance?
- Action?
- Care?
- Concern?
- Faithfulness?
- Loyalty?
- Patient?
- Physical Intimacy?
- Trust?

What's yours?

Ah Beng Jokes

2008-06-25T19:33:00.002+08:00

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.Earlier it was Nokia 3310.
Now it is 6610'

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Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

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Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

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Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

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Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

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Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing, except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

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Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.'

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Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man: This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng: If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

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Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

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Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

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A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not in the morning?
Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

Dummies Guide to Taking Care of Babies

2008-06-19T23:43:00.007+08:00

hi again

2008-06-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

its been eons since i last blogged.

good news..

2008-01-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

or bad news.. you decide.

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JUST HAD 8 OF HIS TEETH PLUCKED OUT TODAY!

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WAH LAO?

5 Important Lessons

2008-01-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an elderly African-American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 60s.. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached.. It read: 'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others.' Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. 'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked. 'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. 'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. 'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. 'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the s ide of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, 'Yes I'll do it if it will save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'. Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

I can only conclude..

2008-01-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

only death can teach one to appreciate life.

all the lil setbacks in life will be forgotten.

only determined to live life to the fullest.

to my dearest friends and to my dearest,

don't let a minor issue obstruct your route to greatness.

for you never know what you can achieve in life until you try.

don't keep things to yourself only to regret later.

because you may never have another day to do so.

Hellos and Goodbyes.

2008-01-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Its Hello 2008,

and Goodbye 2007.

Its Hello Tradehub21,

and Goodbye BraddelTech.

Its Hello Jurong,

and Goodbye ToaPayoh.

All I Want For Christmas

2007-12-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I, I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for St. Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding onto me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need

Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly
I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby

Standing right outside my door
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you, baby

its starting..

2007-11-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna be

2007-11-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

stronger..

with hardwork, determination and discipline.

i will be.

woooooooo..

2007-11-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

today hor.. kenna BS lor.
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nope its not backstab
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yes i kenna birdshit.

on my head somemore. 9.15pm want buy 4-d can go buy.
i thought after a tiring session at gym can relax abit go buy some ice lemon tea with milk from mos burger never did i expect this to happen. i think really fated not to drink. haiiiiiiis. in the end ran home than hurry up go bathe.

really a kanasai day.

after today..

2007-11-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

its 8 more schooling days.

than

its goodbye NYP

and

hello Braddel Tech.

wonder wonders..

2007-11-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

what baby is doing now.
probaly monkeying around in the cage x)

chris chris chris.. just when are you gonna stop making mistakes and stop saying sorry? get up, stand and walk!

it doesn't feel nice to remain stagnent. i don't mind going slow. i just don't wanna go backwards.

celebrated PP day. yea simple yet unforgettable day =)
been feeling rather moody today.
lots of things happened.
i didn't have a good kickstart of my day getting drenched.
well life could have gotten worse.

though life seem to always create new trouble for me, it creates precious moments for me in the meantime. and i know whatever problems i'm going through now, i'm not facing them alone =) right panpan? ;)

brought baby home ytd..

2007-11-01T11:05:00.001+08:00

this morning he damn noisy can. 6+ in the morn he started to flick the beddings off the cage and apparently some hit my face -_- changed baby's bedding, bath sand and everything last night. hopefully baby adapts quickly.

panda's sick =( sore throat + flu + cough. crappy combination to have.

GET WELL SOON

Turtles - So Happy Together

2007-10-31T10:49:00.000+08:00

Imagine me and you,
I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up (call you up)
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind (ease my mind)
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine (very fine)
So happy together

{Refrain}
*I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

{Refrain}

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba
Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o.
So happy together
O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o.
How is the weather
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
We're happy together
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)

the weeks..

2007-10-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

have been rather packed. though not really packed with work, but packed with other stuffs. packed but satisfied =)

baby (hamster) got introduced to us on 28th Oct. just trying to get him familiarize around and panda's taking care of him for the moment. we're taking turns to look after him =)

just realised, in the online world, anything can happen.

absolutely, anything.

2007-10-25T11:29:00.001+08:00

people have morning radio to entertain them with jokes.
i have this..

(11:28:37 AM) *one chris la la la love song.: i feeling damn hungry now
(11:29:05 AM) _-=:Đé£íŗíōů§ķíđ:=-_: eat botaks lo
(11:29:53 AM) Qingster: ..
(11:29:56 AM) Qingster: botak ppl v sad
(11:30:03 AM) _-=:Đé£íŗíōů§ķíđ:=-_: ?
(11:30:05 AM) _-=:Đé£íŗíōů§ķíđ:=-_: why
(11:30:16 AM) Qingster: u eat them
(11:30:52 AM) *one chris la la la love song.: .........

my typical morning lame buddies.

am in school now..

2007-10-25T08:54:00.000+08:00

and i just can't wait to go for attachment and get into a new environment. wondering back i wonder how did i actually survive my 6 years of primary school education. perhaps i was too young to even know what was the meaning of bored.

its been just me and PP for the past few days. life was good. time passes quickly and unknowingly whenever i'm with her. hmmmmm lemme see its just 4 more weeks of school for me and 2 more weeks of attachment for PP. 2 more weeks for me to finish up my work and start to do ghant charts and prepare for my presentation. afterwhich it'll be my turn to go for attachment.

i'm excited to go for attachment yet i'm feeling rather redundant simply because i won't be able to see PP in sch anymore. but oh wells least i still get to see her after work =) life in singapore sure has got to be hard especially with high expectations from employers nowadays who expects you to have the relevant certs.

guess shouldn't just think so much and start appreciating the present.

hmmmmm..

2007-10-20T09:37:00.001+08:00

life has been pretty busy for me these few days.

don't really know where to start off with. life has been revolving around panda school and work.

i really can't wait for my FYP to end. not that its tough or anything but its like damn mundane la. you're like doing the same old thing everyday. you know time never passes slowly when you're enjoying yourself.

you know they should have this container for smelly people on bus and maybe a carriage dedicated to smelly people only on trains. its like wah lao! imagine you bathe smelling nice nice put on some cologne/perfume than your whole day got ruined by smelly people.

anyway, i just realised, people change. me, you, everyone. for the better, for the worse. and i'm glad i'm changing for the better, because of you ;)

just to reply the tags,

thaiboy: ah na.
tortoise: there there update le =)
debbie: np and thanks
panda: here here^^

i appreciate..

2007-10-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

the peeps from A4`y3
my clique from A5`y1 & y2
my technoprenuership group
coming to NYP
the people i know now
knowing you ( panda )

hmmmm..

and if you were to give me multiple lifetimes to live again,
i would make the same mistakes over and over.
perhaps, this time it would be sooner.

can everyone..

2007-10-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

just stop guessing what PP stands for.

anyway school's been rather mundane these few days. what really motivated me was panda. simply just looked forward to seeing her after school and all. the days just passed so quickly.

there's still some stuffs that i can't simply understand about myself. there's just so many questions i wanna know the answer to.

*slaps myself for being emo*

anyway just to top it off, i'm attached to panda and its something i wouldn't hide. last but not least, i <3 panda. =)

few things to mention..

2007-10-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

first and foremost happy 19th birthday to TK and may you grow smarter by the days. ha just a brief review of TK.

TK's my year 3 classmate and we've been through the same crap together. maybe he's been through more than me but who cares. Smart, friendly, lame, single and available. okay perhaps thats enough of advertising for him.

just wanna say sorry that i couldn't turn up on thursday hope you understand. judging from today's conversation it seem like you had a fun time being owned in DotA ahahahah.

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not forgetting to mention 4th October i shall hereby declare it as PP day. its for me to know and for you to find out =) and no its not "pull-plug".

nothing to rant about recently..

2007-10-03T07:11:00.001+08:00

thus this should justify my lack of updates hahahaha.

simply because life is worth the living now =)

hmmmm..

2007-09-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

plans were cancelled last minute.

went out with tk zg and eugene? if i didn't get his name wrong. went to have some katong laksa for lunch. first time eating though. found the laksa curry rather too milky. not really a fan of laksa but still nice nonetheless.

watched heroes season 2 and prison break season 3 episode 2. guess i still enjoy heroes over prison break. don't ask me why, i just feel this way. my mondays are even 'blue-er' now whenever i think of napfa trainings. used to always enjoy my mondays and thursdays simply because i get to 'go home early' but now.. i dread those 2 days.

hmmmm.. this question has always been a hard one for me. what exactly, is love. you may have your own defination for it but what i feel is, its a feeling of being able to sacrifice your freedom and commit yourself to it. it gives you a reason to self-improve, a reason to be stronger, a reason to live..

what a day..

2007-09-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

i don't really know where to start.

all i knew was that i had a really bad morning. i was pretty fustrated with myself but anyway HP made my day =)

had napfa training today and boy the lunges really got my legs all cramped up and left my butt feeling tight. you never knew how terrible the feeling was. it was worse than jumping SBJ 10 times consecutively.

all in all. today was a great day despite the bad start =)

mooncake festival..

2007-09-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

probaly the last mooncake festival that i'll be celebrating since i'll be enlisted into NS next year. feeling so tired now and i'm still gonna have FYP tomorrow =\

we started from a small group and became a big group later on. anyway it was more like a gathering instead but really appreciated the times spent. did some catching up =)

urgh so tired =\ turning in soon.

love my mornings..

2007-09-24T07:56:00.001+08:00

be it rain or shine when i receive morning smses from my HP =)

weekends burnt..

2007-09-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

just like that.

2 days spent at work,
sat => 3pm - 2am
sun => 3pm - 11pm

urgh. and its back to school tomorrow with monday blues. its gonna be another 8weeks+ more to go after tomorrow. everyone's having their own problems now. but nevertheless we're gonna overcome it someday.

think i'm gonna take a break and relax next week. gotta plan my weekend activities soon.

fyp fyp fyp..

2007-09-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

TGIF as ZG always says. or rather ain't really looking forward to this weekend since i'm working both sat and sun. one weekend burned =(

really begin to look at life at a different perspective now. don't worry guys, i'm gonna get you out of the hole. soon =)

daily routine as usual, reach sch at 8.30, turn on the comp, and get the msn started all the way till i end school. been going home early for almost everyday this week. debs threatened to report to the lecturer that i ran away from the talk if i ran >=( but being the nice her she didn't =)

it really feels great to feel alive again. guess what doesn't kill you actually makes you stronger huh.

would like to thank a few people for seeing me through my 'tough times', you guys know who you are right =) don't have to mention it. thanks alot. really. wouldn't know what to do if it weren't for you guys. *big smile* okay maybe its gonna be a *big grin* for me.

as for my results, guess i should be rather contented firstly because i didn't fail secondly, i didn't get any Ds which is good! =) leave the complains for another day. ha.

on a brighter note, its 9 more weeks and i'm true! ^-^

tomorrow night..

2007-09-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

is gonna be the time when i receive my results. i must admit though i didn't really study that much but at least i guess i did do my part in studying this time. but i believe the grades can be better if my lecturer were to give us tips. anyways no use complaining since its all over.

just imagine.. if i fail any module.. it means i wasted 2 weeks of FYP. because failures will start their fyp on the 8th oct. it seriously sucks ok? people left with 1 and half more months while you just started your fyp.

anyway haven't been doing much work recently. perhaps i should only sign in msn after lunch. before lunch tend to talk alot on msn than never touch my work >< after lunch the sleepy virus starts to set in. so perhaps thats the perfect moment for me to use msn. ha.

been listening to the song, Graduation Day by Vitamin C repeatedly today. can't help but realise how true the whole song is. parting is an inevitable issue agreed? oh wells nobody wants it but we still go through it nevertheless.

just an update on my FYP progress, i've completed what i need for week 6's presentation =) as for the final presentation, i'm totally lost and stuck though things may look seemingly easy, its not.

i wanna make my 2007 Christmas a memorable one ^-^

Happy, happy my love you are my star =)

phew..

2007-09-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

had a rather long chat with jian ming this morning. yea he made me realise how important my friends actually are and how easily i forget about them.

my friends are the ones who's been helping me out through tough times as well as putting me into shit times aha. tk asked me a question few days ago. who do you consider as your friends. well my answer to that is so as long as the people around you are within your comfort zone, where feelings are easily shared, they are your friends.

going to bishan park soon =)

The Used - Blue and Yellow

2007-09-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

And it's all in how you mix the two
And it starts just where the light exists
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way yeah
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it (looking for it)

Should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

And you never would have thought it in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way yeah
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it (looking for it)

Should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Should've said something
But I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste some time with you

(Time with you...Time with you...
Time with you...Waste some time
with you...Waste some time with you)

Should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste my time with you

Should've said something
But I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste my time with you

Should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way my hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

(Waste some time with you...Waste
some time with you...Waste some time
with you...Waste some time with you...
Waste some time with you...Waste some
time with you...Waste some time with you...
By the way your hands were shaking rather
waste some time with you

if you guys were thinking that this is some lovey dovey relationship song (ain't lovey dovey btw), its not. its more of a song that explains friendship =)

what a day..

2007-09-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

stayed over at a friend's place,

went to gym in the morn,

had lunch,

slacked at home,

watched soccer,

played pool.. viola and here i am blogging at home.

extracted this from someone's contribution in a forum and found it rather logical.

here goes..
no matter how reinforced our exo-skeleton is, our emotions and ego are as tender as raw meat itself. Our emotions are easily wounded and to make matter worst, it's not always readily responsive to self rejuvenation and recovery.

this goes to show that every single one of us existing has a weak point of some sort. perhaps if you're someone who's totally emotionless, well good for you. but for most of us here perhaps emotions and ego are our biggest weak point.

i feel totally.. ......

what a sleepless night..

2007-09-14T07:10:00.000+08:00

TGIF isn't it? the weekends are finally here x)

well just wondering upon the day that i die, who would be there weeping over my death. yes no doubt my family, my working mates hmmmm and there's this one question really bothering me. friends?

anyway with lots of luck for those who are taking their results today =) hope you get an A for a particular module (for the particular 3). than again sorry guys for putting you guys aeroplane for mahjong yesterday due to unforseen circumstances.. i gurantee you guys i'll be there the next time round =)

when i grow old and start reading my past entries i would probaly fall off my chair laughing. that i actually whine at trivial matters. but on a condition provided that blogger doesn't start charging us or close down.

well..

2007-09-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

afterall its just excuses after excuses.

we know it, i know it, you know it.

sometimes..

2007-09-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

it feels nice to be appreciated =))

life goes on..

2007-09-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

its 1 week and counting.

we all have something in common. a common goal. the end of FYP.
i'm not saying that FYP is tough or anything its basically a mental torture. apparently putting us in this mental cage seems to be part of the school's plan. is NS going to be the same? or worse? i wonder. sometimes i start to think back about the times when i said i would rather work than study but now after going through all these, i would like to take back what i said. perhaps i could endure the workload given to me since it's a part-time job i'm having anyway. the responsibility you shoulder is as minimal as it can get.

as i grow older, the world begins to open up and i encounter all sorts of nonsense ranging from school work to personal issues. i can't seem to juggle very well between friends but one thing's for sure, i've always treated you guys as my friends.

alright school's being a bytch with this napfa retrain crap. how can they expect a failure to pass napfa on first training? its like telling a student who failed his exam to retake the same paper without studying. the whole training isn't systematic and they should conduct napfa TRAININGS instead of napfa REHEARSALS. this totally suck kae firstly they put us through a mental torture with FYP next they put us through a physical torture with the napfa crap.

maybe.. i shouldn't complain so much and just pass my napfa once and for all. its for my own good anyway.

actually hor..

2007-09-04T22:15:00.001+08:00

i don't really want to complain about my FYP one.. but hor there's really something bothering me..

first issue: MY LAB GROUP HAS NO GIRLS AT ALL! FREAKING HELL! sounds abit of a desperate attempt here but gosh! no girls? bloody unhealthy can? crappy shit sausage fest i get everyday!

second issue: i'm doing programming and i guess my project is based on wireless programming.

third issue: cannot listen to mp3 while doing work. no snacks no whatever junk.

forth issue: already start liao how come first day make me do free labour? somemore its got nothing related to my proj at all. i've got this strong feeling first week of FYP is redundant.

fifth issue: SOUTH CANTEEN UNDER RENOVATION!!! which means its koufu EVERYDAY.

sixth issue: ask me personally.

than again there's always the good side and the bad side. after grumbling the bad side away, i shall start with the good side.

first issue: i can use msn.

second issue: i heard my project quite easy.

third issue: i can secretly eat in class.

forth issue: i don't bring work home.

fifth issue: no such thing as OT.

all in all. FYP still sucks.

sickening..

2007-09-03T07:26:00.000+08:00

waking up at 7am isn't something to joke around with. and this will go on for another perhaps 12 weeks? or worse still, a semester. been a week of fun and play and now its back to school.

gah.. pray that i know at least someone from my new class.

what a long day..

2007-08-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

yep. the title says it all.

dead tired now.

boring..

2007-08-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

boring

boring

boring

boring.

that's what happen when you don't plan your post exam activities. you get yourself stuck at home. should i dye my hair? hmmmm.

big news..

2007-08-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER MAN! dunno whether to feel excited or sian. finish exams le get 1 week of break than back to school. new class, new friends, everything also new. only thing same is go back same school.

for people who noticed that i haven't been online recently.. yea i've been mugging real hard. sure. so hard that i didn't even have the chance to come online. yea right. my computer's power supply went dead on me. and this has always have to happen during my exam period. urgh. looking on the brighter side of things, it really did get me to study. so yea no complains.

wah i really buay tahan my last paper. normally exam is cannot copy because invigilator strict right? this time is cannot copy because nobody know how to do also. my invigilator sleeping at the back of the class somemore. the most #%@#$%$@# thing is he tell the answer to a question most of us didn't know to the last 5 people who stayed behind throughout the paper wtf? aiya he tell i also cannot do anything. maybe one of the last 5 standing promised him hair growth if he gave them the answer HAHAHAHAHA.

for those still having exams, good luck and jia you.

the study season..

2007-08-15T02:07:00.000+08:00

has just started.

just a week more and a week of break i get.

fyp is next.

exam exam exam..

2007-08-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

after the exams it'll be FYP followed up with attachment. should be thankful the study days are over yet again i'm beginning to miss it.

i'm left with say less than a week to study and i've yet to even start. oh dear. so much for thinking that i should be studying hard for this sem.

yea just now went to get movie ticx with landy and damn this sec sch kids. i try not to term them as kids since our age gap ain't tt far apart but really man. if only singapore police were more reasonable with their punishments. the sec sch kids so damn guai lan. cut our queue alr bad enough. go cut the girl in front of us the queue somemore. worse the counter girl still let them through. i hope one fine day these kids cut someone queue kenna beat. so big liao but cannot think. pek chek.

sakae =)~~

100 post!

2007-08-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

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from today onwards...

2007-08-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

i shall stop making empty promises be it to myself or to others.

promise liao must keep it. right or not? if don't keep what's the point of promising right?

don't know why this sem abit kiasu study 2 weeks before the exams. maybe its because this is my last sem studying. and i'll probaly never get to study again. guess we humans will never appreciate something until we lose it. without fail i've been complaining that this module very hard that module very hard. or perhaps why last time i never study harder. say now also abit too late but what the heck? which module not hard one? maybe i'm not so clever that's why everything that i study seems so hard.

just watched finish this drama, Nobuta wo Produce. story is rather inclined towards friendship and stuff as compared to other dramas which emphasizes more on emotions. good stuff.

don't wanna..

2007-08-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

complain about anything but rather i just wanna encourage whoever's feeling stressed up now with projects exams or whatever crap that you're stressed from.

and for those who are sick please take loads of care. rest well.

i feel like i'm in a 2.4km run now. i want to give it my all for the final dash but i'm just so tired and my legs feel so heavy. i'm feeling breathless.

and the worst thing is that.. i'm seeing a high wall in front of me that i've got to climb over.

someone push me please.

sometimes..

2007-07-31T13:17:00.000+08:00

its just so difficult to find a study partner.

hmmmm..

2007-07-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

been wondering on the kind of life i led.

guess back then in secondary school everyone's like saying life sucks. the point is does life really suck in the first place? been reading blogs of others and they seem to really appreciate the life they're living. some having the time of their life even.

now.. am i still young to lead that sort of life or is it that i don't have the means. just a simple reflection on what i've been doing. school, work, home. outtings rarely and if there is, it'll always be the same usual places. i've never really done anything extreme or engage in any sports. seems like i'm wasting my life away as the day passes.

living a meaningless life is already hard. living a life with meaning is harder. i ought to seriously start doing something about it. its my life anyway. if i don't take control of it, who will?

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alright enough with all the reflections. exams are just around the corner and seems like i've not started on it yet. the days haven't been going too well for me. core modules are fine but my complimentary studies is being a bytch. just a few more weeks before everything's over. i really do need a break from all these nonsense.

anyway national day is coming so.. :) something to be happy about. though its not my day but who cares so as long as its a public holiday. all public holidays are my day.

i don't know how..

2007-07-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

i should feel right now. happy for the fact that most of my projects and presentations are finally over, or stressed up for the upcoming semestral examinations. this will probaly the last exam i'll be taking in my poly life so its all or nothing.

i just hope that this time the lecturer will set the papers according to the guideline. honestly what's the point of setting guidelines when you aren't gonna set the paper according to it. it should no longer be called a guideline, more likely a "motivation to study the whole book".

i'm left with say 3 weeks? to study before the big day comes. time sure fly fast. it seems like i've met my classmates just yesterday. i don't know how we'll progress after this semester, perhaps the lucky few of us are still able to be together during FYP or attachment, perhaps alone, perhaps meeting old friends again. i don't care how the future will turn out to be like, i don't care if we were to get seperated, i don't care even if one of us repeat module, i just wish to be remembered. remembered as a friend. i've never regretted meeting anyone up till now. and yes it includes the people i've met this semester. i admit i'm never close to you guys but yea you guys really brighten up my day in class. (: not forgetting my y1 y2 classmates. you guys were great fun! but apparently due to the clash of our timetable i can't seem to meet up with you guys for gym and all =\

anyways this is getting kinda lengthy better get started with my revision soon.. i hope.

Howie Day - Collide

2007-07-17T17:03:00.001+08:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

i just realised..

2007-07-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

that all my life, girls have only been sharing their sorrows and troubles with me. none shared happiness. i feel like a loser.

have you ever..

2007-07-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

felt extremely relieved after you've completed a project that you feel that you couldn't have completed it by yourself from the start? not that i've completed it by myself but of course with the help of my friends and the lecturer herself.

don't you feel that time = everything?

time will give you an answer.
time will cure all wounds.
time is money.
time is this, time is that.

but the question is.. how much time are we given this lifetime?

i'm just simply thankful

2007-07-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

for those special few who have been with me since young, since secondary and since poly. though you people might give me trouble at times, i still appreciate you the same.

funny that how we change so much over the years but still remain the same on the inside. and of course i know that i myself give shit to you people but do forgive me =)

oh wells. somebody save me please.

sometimes i just can't understand things. do forgive me for that too =)

almost been a month..

2007-07-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

since i last blogged. how timely that my computer had to be down just at the start of my holidays. actually you might view it as a good sign since my exams were around the corner anyway.

exams are over and its back to school again. oh well life goes on.

if you attained a power..

2007-05-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

of your wildest imagination..

will you misuse it?
use it for your own benefit?
use it to shape the world to be a better place?

or

will you terrorize the entire world with your power?

well i'll probaly misuse it at the start and will only learn how/when to use it after i settle down with my new self. think about it, new power meaning supremacy among your fellow human race friends. you'll feel superior to your friends with your new power. of course you'll flaunt your "status" to em. after you show them who's boss, its than you'll decide what to do with your powers.

just wanna say..

2007-05-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH TO YIQUN!

damn sorry that we aren't able to celebrate it with you today due to work but promise we'll make up for it one day preferably tomorrow or next week =)

happy birthday to me!

2007-05-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

i'm 19! as stated in my msn nickname.

its the last year i'm ever called a TEEN. growing up is optional but growing old is inevitable. guess we'll all grow old and die someday huh. many events took place in my life recently. attempted to quit gaming but seemingly impossible i guess. reverting back to my old days.

promised myself to study harder this semester. yes i will and shall not disappoint myself this time. really wonder why do i only wake up now and not earlier. perhaps my dad was right afterall.. my mind works at it's peak only when i get older like say 18,19?

had a pre-birthday celebration with darren, kelvin, yang, debbie, jaen, ian and last but not least, jill. went to downtown east bbq and watched survivor over there. and yes, how the forgetful me left the kimchi together with the beer -_________-"" really sorry about that. never in my life am i going to eat kimchi again. really dislike the taste badly. caught the movie, Next. seriously a super anti-climax show. the cgx was good but apparently the ending was seriously a BIG BIG disappointment. in my opinion, don't bother watching that show unless you really have nothing else to watch. ok my bad, do something else instead and don't bother watching that show. toured around geylang at 3+ and went to holland V but apparently the stalls are closed and we headed back home. reached home at 6? yea anyway a BIG BIG thank you to the 7 people mentioned. =)) thank you for everything such as fetching me around and back home in one piece. really appreciated it.

5th week of school..

2007-05-13T03:41:00.001+08:00

and i'm feeling that i've got so many deadlines to meet and all. i know if i were to just do my work faithfully daily i wouldn't have any problem meeting deadlines but the thing is i don't. i procrastinate.

school, work and church. i simply can't balance these 3 together. people are asking me to go to church but it seems like i always turn them down time after time. and i always hear the same ol' story over and over again week after week. working's fine but it always clashes with church. guess its all about prioritising my stuff. and school work, no i can't cope with it. the lectures are dry, the tutorials go too fast and the worst thing is, i don't bother going home to revise my work after school.

maybe i should start to straighten out my thoughts on everything and start excuting plans i made for myself. better start now than cramping up everything at the last minute just before my common test trying to mug my ass out.

don't fall back chris. nobody's gonna wait for you.

afterall..

2007-05-04T12:03:00.000+08:00

the world's a stage. everyone with their expression masks on.

you think so and so is always happy as you think? think again.

this is the cruel world that we live in. we change ourselves just to blend into the environment whether you like it or not. we suck up to people who have power in society and ignore those who don't.

than again.. life's short.

only today..

2007-05-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

i realised how different men react so differently from women but surprisingly both men and women are able to get together at the end.

take today's brainstorm session for example. the girls came up with "girls idea" and the guys came up with "guys idea".

girls also prefer having someone to listen to their woes and ask for advices whereas guys would prefer talking out to someone prefably anonymous/not-so-close and accumulate the different advices from them.

oh wells the wonders love can do huh.

haiis..

2007-04-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

i'm such a pessimist.

what if one day..

2007-04-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

you met God on the way home. you're entitled only one question to ask him. what would you ask?

personally, i haven't thought of what i would ask..

perhaps i've yet to come across a problem where i can't get an answer to.

its been a week

2007-04-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

since school started for me. haven't skipped a lesson yet. am soooo so proud of myself *big grins*. oh wells.. this wouldn't last long anyway.

well since i've been through all the lessons, i've already divided the several modules up. distributing the amount of attention i should give in during lectures. or rather which are the ones i could skip *evil grins*.

met all my classmates. i can't say that i know them neither can i say i don't. guess they're still not in my comfort zone as of yet. just hope things will go well for my class. hope things will be like the past. hope we can all graduate together. hope that we'll be supportive of each other. and last of all, hope my class rep. doesn't screw things up for us.

guess i just hope for too much and don't take actions. sometimes guess i shouldn't complain so much and just take things with a pinch of salt. oh well.. guess all that sheltered childhood didn't do me much good either.

we all live..

2007-04-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

in a rather complicated world of contridiction.

As a kid
- have you ever thought of growing old quickly? ( just to watch nc16, m18, r21 movies or enter a club or smth )
- have you ever have the feeling of wanting to take up smoking?
- have you ever felt that school sucks?
- have you ever felt that its better to work than to study?

As an adult
- have you ever thought of going back to your carefree childhood past of yours?
- have you regretted taking up smoking?
- have you ever felt like going back to school?
- have you ever felt like studying is so much less stressful than working?

now my friend.. welcome to Singapore.

time sure pass by quickly..

2007-03-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

when one is having fun. looking back at past photos, realised the transformation that took place in us.

some grew more handsome,
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uglier. LOL kidding.

been spending my hols with the gym and dota. no work = no income = stay at home. feel very tempted to go back to work with all the stuffs i wanna buy but.. oh well i've my reasons. seems like my new timetable is pretty flexible. almost afternoon lessons everyday except on wed and thur. 7 modules including NE (National Education).

seems like May's gonna be a movie month. spiderman3, fantastic 4 [2], harry potter, and many more.

2007-03-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

been donkey ages since i last blogged.

anyway i'm done with all my exams and whatever there is to be done with school. been watching Bleach, Heroes and Prison Break during my hols. having friends coming over to my house, catching up with my secondary sch friends, hitting the gym, etc.

seperation with my classmates is inevitable but guess we'll still keep in contact right? :) anyhoo, I NEED A PART TIME JOB NOW. any offers? preferably not waiter jobs. i'm fussy.

for those special few

2007-02-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

who have seen me grow through the ages.. been through thick and thin. seen my weak side. seen the strong side of me. grew together with me. i thank you all. my primary school friends, secondary school friends and my poly mates.

train hard and be strong one day. you can do it chris. :D

to you know who..

2007-01-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

fuck off la. this blog not for you to read one.

2007-01-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

i'm losing it. i can't get a grip of myself. everything is not going according as planned. this is a total disaster. i can't take it anymore..

you used to be my friend..

2007-01-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

after everything took place..
i always wondered where i stood..
a stranger, an acquaintance, a friend but never your best..

as time went on..
more and more incidents occured..
which was than i realised..
i might never be your friend again..

Been tagged by Xiao Mei

2007-01-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

Layer ONE- On the Outside
Name: Christopher Lai
Birth Date: 1988
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Dragon

Layer TWO - On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese.
Your Fears: Being lonely.
Your Weaknesses: Laziness.
Your Perfect Pizza: Meaty!

Layer THREE - Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Thoughts of getting ready for school.
Your Bedtime: 12mn - 2am (weekdays) 2am - 4am (weekends).
Your most missed memory: Secondary 1 and 2 days.

Layer FOUR - Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

Layer FIVE -Do you
Smoke: Nope.
Curse: Sure I do.

Layer SIX - In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Nope.
Gone to the mall: Yup.
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten sushi: Nope.
Dyed your hair: Nope.

Layer SEVEN - Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in: Kinda.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: Hopefully by 28?

Layer NINE - In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Black will do fine.
Best hair colour: Bronze.
Short or long hair: Long. Preferably not too straight.

Layer TEN - What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: MSN-ing.
1 hour ago: Playing CS.
4.5 hours ago: Bathing.
1 month ago: Studying for exams.
1 year ago: Still studying for exams.

Layer ELEVEN - Finish the sentence
I love: family and friends.
I feel: tired.
I hate: people who take me for granted.
I hide: cockroaches.
I miss: my bed.
I need: time.

Layer TWELVE -
Tag 5 people - anyone will do. no forcing will be done ((:

wishing everyone

2007-01-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

A HAPPY 2007 and BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS ((:

ever wondered,

2006-12-08T08:50:00.000+08:00

how we were being taken care of by our parents since young? not a single thing to worry about because it has all been taken care of. now that as we grow up during the years, we get more exposed to the world being a more familiar place. now as our problem arises yet again, we got to take care of it ourselves. mum and dad have their things to worry about and i have mine.. the world is a problematic place.

how funny is it when young people can't wait to get older to try out the stuffs that older people do and old people just wish to be young again.

my world crumbles..

2006-12-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

but still glad to know that i still have a couple of friends whom i can rely on. to build my wall up again.

just when i thought..

2006-11-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

that everything is going to go smoothly for me, things like common tests have to come into my life. really wonder how will my christmas be spent this year.

finally back after a long time..

2006-10-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

ever since that horrible incident. oh wells lets not talk about it. and perhaps my disappearance could be justified by the Death Note. been reading that ever since jian ming introduced it to me and got hooked up to it straight away after reading the first book. couldn't really imagine how intelligent the author was. the plots and all. truely amazing.

the movie was released not long after i read the book. watched the show and noticed the slight differences in the movie. well, i supposed there should always be differences in the movies where their storyline are taken from books. take harry potter for example. i would rate the movie 3/5 stars and perhaps if i were to judge it as though i didn't read the manga, 4 stars for the graphics and plot.

come on kira.. do something about my wallet and phone. i promise to watch the news everyday :D alright i don't believe in these kinda stuffs.

school has started, lectures are so dry that even if i tried to keep myself awake i would just turn and talk to whoever's next to me. everything is starting from scratch again. oh a piece of news, NYP has decided to give their students a chance to celebrate christmas this year with a light heart because we finally have our common tests before the holidays. could you imagine yourself having to study during christmas? oh yes it happened last year. it was terrible.

recalling back,

2006-10-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

many things happened. gaming, chalet, gaming, outing, gaming, working and gaming. chalet was so-so and thankfully we had our days filled with things to do. for more information on the chalet, please visit joan's blog.

sometimes i wonder whether the fact that men can never be satisfied be a tragedy or blessing in disguise. well say if one day men ARE satisfied with whatever we have, wouldn't we just stop in a certain era where no changes take place and we remain stagnent. no technology advances, no new creations, etc. so lets say men ARE NEVER satisfied with whatever we have, we continue to improve ourselves in all aspects be it personal skills or technology advances. but think about it, everytime we improve, we just benefit ourselves as well as others. the technology advancement just convinient people for the better. lesser waiting time and so on.

ok ok this is getting nowhere. the arguement can go on and on. so its up to you to decide. i think it goes the same for taoism. there's always 2 sides to things just see how you view it. but we simply just classify it as good and bad. simple.

arghhhhh school's gonna reopen like next week? no more late nights and no more late morning wakings. morning calls anyone?

why must i..

2006-09-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

have this soft spot in me. whenever someone did wrongs to me and treats me well after that i would just forgive everything and treat everything as per normal again. why can't i hold grudges among people. i can't bear to do it i don't know why. perhaps its because all the wrongs tt were done to me weren't serious enough to really bear a grudge against :X alrights i don't wish to bear one either.

anyway its the end of my wretched job. no more smoke no more beer and no more sexy girls to see :(

results were out last night..

2006-09-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

didn't really perform as expected except for a few modules such as maths ha. and of course i passed some modules which i didn't expect to. felt damn nervous last night. kept on waiting and kept consoling myself tt its gonna be alright. i'm gonna move on to next semester and see the same ol' faces. couldn't even play cs 'cause my hands were so cold. anyway now that the results are out and all seems fine, REJOICE! YEA!

been slacking recently and playing my time away. ohhhhh how i wished i had a job now and earn some extra cash. hmmmm guess i should make some resolution for next sem huh..

well lets see..
- study hard
- play hard
- get good grades

ok this is seemingly impossible especially for those who read it and start laughing.

reconstruction,
- attempt to study (even if its just for an hour or few minutes)
- play hard (definately achievable)
- get decent grades (yes yes)

hopefully next semester goes all smoothly for me before i part with my friends in year 3.

all preparations made..

2006-09-03T11:21:00.001+08:00

and done. my connection is up and ready for DotA, i've just bought myself a FF VIII guidebook, my holidays are here. now all i need is time.

how funny is it whenever the holidays has come for me to enjoy and do my own stuffs, i'll always want to take up jobs to earn myself some extra cash during the holidays. and when the holidays just weeze past me, i would begin my "cyber timing" when school reopens and viola this explains my atrocious results.

hopefully the upcoming semester would be a different issue.

goodness..

2006-09-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

before i start ranting on all the pek chek things i encountered yesterday.. which explains my disappearance, i would like to thank a few people.. mainly they are,

my dad ( for helping me with the reboot problem )
my sis ( for helping me with my internet connection )
robin ( for trying to help me with my comp and following me to comex )
starhub ( lol )
and last but not least whoever that i made calls to and tried to help me out with it. THANX A BUNCH!

first and foremost, i would like to start it off with myself going to comex with robin and enduring the super duper boring bus ride that would rot your ass. reached there started touring around the booths collecting flyers and all. squeezed together with all the kiasu singaporeans who gian all the discounted stuffs. finally reached my linksys booth and got myself a new USB Network Adaptor. walked around to help robin's sis scout for a laptop with blah blah blah functions (shan't elaborate on it). met debra and found her working for ASUS so if anyone is interested in getting yourself a laptop can always go there and look for her tomorrow during the last day of the sales.

reached home with an "enthu" mood to get everything set up and done before i head for the gym. in the end i can't even reboot my comp and that's where my dad came into the picture and helped me out with the system restore thingy. now my comp is all up and ready for use again. next i installed my NA properly this time. crap installation wise is done but now i can't use it. i can't seem to gain access to my router because i needed my MAC address. now.. THIS MAC ADDRESS IS THE ONE GIVING ME ALL THE PROBLEMS. initally i looked up at my connection and took a WRONG MAC address and ASSUMED that it was the right one. so i actually paniced and wondered what really went wrong. so my sis called up starhub to help me enquire about the problem and got it settled. next i went on to call my friends for help with the MAC address and yea! thankfully thomas told me to search under the box of my NA and there i found my MAC address! so damn happy. anyway don't wanna be too draggy with the incident since its over.

leaving the pek chek things aside, anyone got job kang tao can pull me along or not??

corrections with..

2006-09-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

the wishlist i made in the other post since i just realised the Nike Merge Attract belongs to women. so that's going to be one item lesser for me to get ha! went for the JL expo cashier training yesterday. ex-staffs do have their advantages too. i just went for the training, sat there and had a chat with my friends as well as new ones. and viola just stone there till the training was over! filled up my extension form blah blah and i was good to go.

will be at expo from 5-10th sept 9am - 7pm so feel free to drop by and visit me! ha that's if you guys wanna waste your time to come all the way to expo :X had a tour around cineleisure and went to check out e2max. the environment there was fantasic. comments from me about that place..

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the place sucks and i'll never ever go there and play LAN anymore unless its gonna be free or something. firstly you're so damn much for the comps. about $3+/hr i THINK its inclusive of GST. why the heck do you need to pay GST in a LAN shop? it really bothers me. the mousepad sucks, the keyboard sucks and even robin's comp hanged. lagged and hanged. the place just sucks good. the only time i'm going back there again is perhaps to try out their xbox 360. they should convert the whole area to just a place for playing xbox instead of LAN. if you want to have a place for LAN at least get the proper equipments.

urgh anyway enough of grumbling. shall visit the IT fair later with robin and hit the gym after that. gonna go job hunting soon. any lobangs?

Finally..

2006-08-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

i can announce that my holidays have officially started and well only end after the second week of october! weeeeeeee. but i still dread the moment when i receive my results of course.

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET MYSELF A JOB!

i have tonnes of stuffs on my "wishlist" and am eager to clear them. here they go.
1) Wallet
2) Nike Merge Attract watch
3) Quiksilver bag
4) Nike Dunk
5) Sony ericsson k800i / N73

okies now here's the tough part. i am seriously having problems deciding which to get. the sony ericsson k800i or the nokia n73. yes yes i know most of you are like saying n73 is blah blah blah many problems as well as some might also say sony ericsson sucks blah blah. well please enlighten me as to which to choose. in my opinion, i would go for style over features. so perhaps MY choice would probaly be the sony ericsson k800i since i've been sticking with nokia for years. but if you have other comments as to why i should get the n73, please tell me. i'm pretty neutral between these 2 phones.

today's paper was a killer but thank goodness for pancake who let yang copy and yang let me copy. yea the theory part that is. i only know how to do the calculations part :( damn many were caught cheating in today's paper man. its like thank goodness i didn't make any sorts of "notes" or anything. may god bless their soul to whatever that's gonna happen to them. and for those who didn't copy in today's paper, i bet you guys know who you are. i hope that you guys do at least get a pass for this paper. i bet you will! don't worry too much since we still have stuffs like the semestral proj and lab and whatever to boost our marks.

hmmm teacher's day tomorrow.. hereby wishing all teachers an advanced happy teacher's day! if any teacher reads my blog that is.

P.S: if you guys have any lobang for jobs or any sort please do tag my board and if got lobang for any items on my "wishlist" please do tag too!

i believe

2006-08-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

.. many of us would like to revert back to our past selfs. when exactly? its up for one to decide. if you were to give me a choice, i would want to start from an infant again. and yes this time i know the importance of studying and i shall study hard. and YES, i will get into catholic high and bishan park secondary despite whatever grades that i'm going to get. i'm going to make the same friends as i knew. but NO never will i choose ECCE NYP because i totally suck at it. but yes of course i will want to get to know friends from my current class. if given a choice i wouldn't mind getting into a design course in TP. my decision stands still.

alright forget about it. because i know, we know that its impossible to go back in time unless the genius who invented the time machine pops up in front of me right now and sends me back through time. been mugging in school for the past few days for my upcoming semestral examinations that falls on the 21st and stretches all the way to the 30th. i sure do hope i get my activities planned out properly during my break.

no doubt that i know that i will be slacking through my next semester, i still do hope that i will put in the effort to study or rather just pay attention in class. the ideal case for me would be turning in to bed early everyday so i would have the energy and feel fresh whenever i wake up instead of feeling so tired. right raymond? hahahahs. man i feel so ah pek. oh wells guess should take things a step at a time. the main thing i should concentrate now should be thinking of how to cross my examination barrier.

2006-08-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

mummy's cooking supper for me now. maggie mee upon special request from me :X went to joan's condo's gym and played squash today! thanks for coaching me along. lemme guess its like ages since the last time i exercised? so after playing and working out for about 2 hours or so, headed straight home had a shower, went off to meet joan and terence for dinner. had my cravings for chicken rice set satisfied hehe. played pool after that. lost to terence twice and always got eliminated in the 3-men game GAH!! good game anyways hahahahas. and thanks again to joan for the pool treat!

rushed to marina south to catch a glimpse of the fireworks but seems like we were just in time for it hahas. nothing really fascinating. as joan mentioned, the atmosphere wasn't even there. of course there WERE still some nice fireworks that were let off. went back to AMK mac for a chit-chat session. emo talk. lol. and did ridiculous things like drinking a cup of coke through 4-6 straws. making a very long straw and drink through it. waited with joan for her VIP 162 because it basically made us waiting for it for at least 20mins. perhaps it was the last bus tts why.

how long has it really been since i last went out with my friends till this late and talked to them about the past and all. lemme recall.. honestly i don't remember. perhaps i should kick out of this lifestyle of sitting in front of the computer everyday and playing games. no promises that i would change but i certainly would want to try. no more excuses like being tired (unless i really am) and whatever. BUT $$ would always remain as an excuse for me to reject and outing HEHE :X

2006-08-11T11:48:00.000+08:00

we're like fireworks. we go up, we radiate and then we inevitably scatter apart. but before that final moment comes, let us be like the fireworks, shining at our brightest together for as long as we can.

2006-07-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

alrighty. here i am back to blogger.com with my super duper late entries as usual.

am wondering what do i or rather what can i do after i graduate and serve NS. can anyone advice me or something? anyways, finally went to suntan today but guess what, it kinda drizzled and rained. -________-"" previously when i didn't go it was soooooooooo full of sunshine WHY MUST TODAY BE LIKE THIS? disappointing.

had lunch at S-11 and had my chicken cutlet as usual. actually the reason i ate chicken cutlet was because of the salad sidedish :X haiis sometimes i portray myself as a failure in life.

2006-07-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

okies! donkey ages since i last blogged. well loads of stuffs happened during my disappearance. common tests, group gatherings, projects and not forgetting the all wonderful World Cup.

i must admit that i'm not as enthu as my other friends in terms of World Cup because i only watch the matches that i bet on HAHAHAHAHA. rarely do i watch the matches that i do not bet on. changed my blog song, Samantha Mumba - Baby Come On Over.

well well now that my computer's up and ready, i can finally heave a sigh of relief. the only thing i need to settle now is my internet connection that's all. finally i can start planning for the future and all. as i always said, i wanna study hard but eventually i always fail to do so. for a change, i shan't give myself promises i can't keep (quoted by MJ) rather i feel i should just take it easy and study only when i have the mood to. and not forced.

now's the question, WHO THE HELL ACTUALLY HAS THE MOOD TO STUDY?! of course if you're given the choice to play and have fun, who would actually bother to study?! geees! anyway projects are coming to a deadline. hope everything goes smoothly.

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start

You say that you want me
Again and again
You say that you need me
To be more than just your friend
So I thought about it
And maybe you're right
I've been checking your records
And they seem all right

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start
Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Boy there's no one like you
Do you feel it too

(oh, oh, oh)

So when we get together
If just for a while
Let's make it happen
Don't waste any time
And now I need to find out
What you're about
So come over tonight
Let's sort this out

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start
Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Boy there's no one like you
Do you feel it too

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start
Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Boy there's no one like you
Do you feel it too

Baby come over
Baby come over tonight
Baby come over
Baby come on over tonight
Baby come on over
Baby come on over tonight
Baby come on over
Baby come on over tonight
(oh, oh, oh, oh)

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start
Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Boy there's no one like you
Do you feel it too

Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart
And go from the start
Baby come on over tonight
We can make it all right
Boy there's no one like you
Do you feel it too

2006-06-08T07:43:00.000+08:00

when things are still fresh in my head, had this uber weird dream last night. i dreamt that i went to the gym and met a couple of familiar faces. suddenly i had this dream about a chinese boy who needed tuition and consulted a malay guy *resembles of a cop" who just walked past his house? geees no idea. weird dream afterall. all of a sudden the chinese boy knows how to speak malay. though not fluent but knows how to. the next thing i knew, the malay guy seemed possessed and he started to get out of the house, and started walking up the stairs. he said something about seeing a crack. he walked up and up and all of a sudden he saw an image at the 6th floor. and the chinese boy mentioned that what the malay guy saw was what was being mentioned in Crime Watch. the boy had commit suicide for i don't know what reason. and i still could sleep on until my dad called me up!!

i tell you i'm currently rather petrified with this dream. i've never dreamt of a suicide before and its certainly not a nice experience. or rather i'm not dreamt of a ghostly experience before. this is just a rather vague description of the dream.

2006-05-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Man A: If you free the birds, it brings good luck!
Man B: Oh?
Man A: More birds, more luck!

Small Girl: My brother's going away on a journey. I wish to bring him good fortune. (Passes some money to the birdkeeper) I want 5 birds.
Birdkeeper: But there's only enough for one!~
Small Girl: *gives a disappointed look* ook....

Man B: (Caught a glimpse of the situation) *passes his VISA card to birdkeeper* *whispers: I'll take all the birds you have.*

And now you have a scene where Small Girl approaches her brother with a bird in hand. As she was approaching her brother, a flock of birds was released and Small Girl was overjoyed with a big grin on her face.

music effect * doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~

guess this should be a familiar advertisement to all huh. x)

2006-05-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

hmmmm seems like the first half of the semester didn't go too well for me huh. with all the make-up lessons and rushed projects and lost components. i just want to take my common test and get it over with this semester. though i have always thought that maths was the only killer module this semester, i was wrong.

i seriously hope that i'll be able to see my class through the final semester together before we split up and go into our specialization. and yea seems like i'm right with regards about the studying spirit. it was all bullshit. it merely lasted for not even a week before i returned to the slacking lifestyle.

anyways was rather happy with my birthday. those that i expect to wish me happy birthday all did and of course there were some who forgot my actual birthday blah blah. in anyways, i sincerely thank those who remembered as well as those who wished me be it belated or advanced ((:

the holidays are approaching, loads of catching up of school work to be done, gotta set my priorities right and of course, the world cup is coming. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ so is the Great Singapore Sales *big grin*

2006-05-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to 18th me!
Happy Birthday to me!

((:

2006-05-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

its been ridiculously long since i last updated. yep things haven't been going real well for me these few days. though i managed to pull through yesterday, i had new problems popping up today.

firstly i woke up only to discover that i lost my components for my 2155 semestral project. bingo. and after that i had my dog biting me once again. and now i have neighbours living directly above me renovating their house or something.

i'm supposed to hit the gym this morning but apparently after realising that i lost my 2155 components and after searching for it frantically but still couldn't find it, i lost all mood for gym. i'm supposed to go out with my classmates later but seems like yang is still sleeping. and i have to reach bugis by 4+ for work.

its going to be my first day of work at plaza and i absolutely know nuts about the interior and how the system works there. hopefully things turn out fine today.

terence advise: do what they tell you to do. they ask you to clean you clean. they ask you to wash you wash. they ask you to suck their cock you suck.

grace advise: just LEARN.

alright guess i'll be heeding their advise except for the sucking cock.

2006-04-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

ohhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyy gawddddddddddddd. my birthday's coming and i'm seriously dreading it from the sheer thought of my classmates. hahahahahas. if you know my birthday wish this year is that i don't get raped this year you know x) you guys should learn from benedict, raymond wei siang thomas and rest! we are friendly people hahas.

nothing special for the past few days. geeeeeees just realised that the lectures are getting more and more boring and guess that "want to study feel" is beginning to leave me. gotta drag that feeling back in me but guess that's going to take me loads of determination huh.

joined the CSC (Community Service Club) today and seems like there's a orientation camp coming up huh. so many things coming up. anyway this saturday would be Man U against Chelsea. go manU go!! sorry for the little digression here just that i really ran out of things to talk about.

here's a little website for some entertainment. www.myheritage.com
and if you guys have the time, ask me along!! its a new game my friend introduced to me. www.isketch.net feel free to ask me to play too! x)

2006-04-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

went to seoul gardens at taka today for dinner and boy i'm never going to visit seoul again for quite some time. its either i eat in moderation the next time round or i'm never going back there again. guess i'm suffering from indigestion or something. don't feel good.

had sakae sushi with landy hui shan and jian ming yesterday. as usual ate up till 10 plates or somewhere around there since i only eat the same dishes over and over again. i really dare not try the other sushi -_____-"" i don't wanna feel my empty stomach with things i dislike.

alright guess i'm being labelled as a "San Fen Zhong Re Du" kinda person. it simply means i only have interest for certain things for a short period of time. i guess this is true. really true. i usually have passion for something new and it somehow just dies off silently. but this doesn't apply to games of course! hahahaha. honestly speaking i'm rather disgusted with myself for being labelled as a SFZRD guy. gah guess i really need to change huh. or perhaps when i'm really up for it than i'll announce it to my friends HAHA!

i always try to keep my promises but always tend to break em in the end. its damn saddening i tell you. school's started, detest mondays, tough semester, boring lecturers, boring modules, great friends, all is well. yea and i guess everyone should find these sentences familiar..

"new semester liao, can't slack gotta chiong for a 3.5 GPA"
"this time we must study cannot play liao"

or whatever that's related. yea i'm also trying to keep this spirit up but it always seem to die off suddenly half-way during the semester -________-""

2006-04-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

okies i know it, you know it and we know it. its been a ridiculously long time since i last blogged. been busy with the john little expo sales last week and yesterday marked the end of the sales. hooray!

met a couple of nice people there as well as the "not so nice" people too. anyway all in all this still can't beat the robinsons expo sales hahahaha. honestly john little should hire more manpower and not stinge on it.

have not been going for the gym for a longgggggggggg time. feeling fat all over now hahas. bet some of my friends are suffering now doing the tear down for the JL expo sales. Harlina if you ever get to read this, i hope you're having fun there now hahas.

its gonna be back to school for me today and its gonna be a whooping 10 - 9.30 day. monday blues huh. but thankfully i have my tuesdays off. come to think of it i used to always envy those people who have a day off during their week but when i'm having it now, there's nothing to rejoice about and i might probaly have teachers trying to hold lessons on that day as well. seeeesh.

have not been going out with my classmates at all during this end of sem holidays. wonder how have each of them been. darker, stronger, bigger and of course, fatter HAHAHAHAHA. and of course not forgetting to wish darren and pancake a super belated birthday :X

and not forgetting, happy 1 day belated birthday to you Darren Goh!! hope you had a smashing time with kars yesterday xD

2006-04-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

i guess its high-time that i start to post something here. anyway went to sentosa together with joan's group as well as mine. though loads of time was wasted due to travel and all but we still had fun with the beach volleyball. this was the first time i ever played a game with a stranger. someone totally unknown coming to join us in our game. initially we were playing around in the sea. so this guy came over and asked if he could borrow our ball so we allowed him to. so when we started to play again he just so happened to just join us in our game. how weird right but he was a very very very good player.

after everything took a bath and went to habourfront shopping centre to have our dinner. had yong tau fu and walked around a lil while before setting back home. was asked to catch Ice Age 2 but i was feeling terribly tired and didn't really have the mood to go and ended up rejecting you guys. i'm terribly sorry. it goes the same as mahjong and as a matter of fact i only enjoy playing mahjong if no money is involved.

the day ended off well and i feel very proud of myself knowing that i could actually do a proper serve in volleyball HAHA! oh wells till the next time i go sentosa again! ((:

2006-03-28T08:59:00.000+08:00

I've been taggedd by Peixuan.!

If you've been tagged, you are to come up with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.

- Do specify the gender.
- Then, list down and tag another 7 people on their pages.
- If you've been tagged before, you need not do this again. Have Fun!

Gender : FEMALE
- commited to the relationship.
- understands me.
- not too quiet.
- she'll always be there for me.
- maturity in thoughts, childish at times doesn't matter.
- view things with an open mind.
- has friendly parents.

alrights i know how is the feeling like of being tagged so i shall break the rules and not list out the other 7 people to tag hahas. well since i don't get cursed for not tagging and all so.. why not? ha. anyway this is just a rough list not exactly what i really expect from a girl and all. its too good to be true.

in regards about my surveyor job, i just quit few days ago. its not that its tough or anything. the feeling is stressful and you have to grab every single min you have, you don't have time to waste. 5 mins may jolly well be $6 for you. 1 hour may not get you anything. this whole job is commission based so if i don't work hard, i get nothing. i hate to put on the fake smile each time i approach a person and it seems as though i am enjoying myself when i'm not.

anyway debs was asking me if i wanted to work with her doing some data entry thingy of course i couldn't reject her offer when it sounded so heavenly. i could work till 16th with her and its like how often could you find a job that allows you to work for less than a month? ha.. well now with regards to it i got to wait for the phone call ((:

what i don't understand is that whenever i don't have a job and need one, it doesn't come. when i don't need a job already, everything comes. quek was asking me if i wanted to work at the John Little Expo Sales from the 11 - 17 so its like, clashed you know? anyway if its really inconvenient i shall just stick with working with debs ((: the JL sales can just act as a backup.

going to gym soon. *yawns*