why must i..

have this soft spot in me. whenever someone did wrongs to me and treats me well after that i would just forgive everything and treat everything as per normal again. why can't i hold grudges among people. i can't bear to do it i don't know why. perhaps its because all the wrongs tt were done to me weren't serious enough to really bear a grudge against :X alrights i don't wish to bear one either.

anyway its the end of my wretched job. no more smoke no more beer and no more sexy girls to see :(