hmmmm..

been wondering on the kind of life i led.

guess back then in secondary school everyone's like saying life sucks. the point is does life really suck in the first place? been reading blogs of others and they seem to really appreciate the life they're living. some having the time of their life even.

now.. am i still young to lead that sort of life or is it that i don't have the means. just a simple reflection on what i've been doing. school, work, home. outtings rarely and if there is, it'll always be the same usual places. i've never really done anything extreme or engage in any sports. seems like i'm wasting my life away as the day passes.

living a meaningless life is already hard. living a life with meaning is harder. i ought to seriously start doing something about it. its my life anyway. if i don't take control of it, who will?

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alright enough with all the reflections. exams are just around the corner and seems like i've not started on it yet. the days haven't been going too well for me. core modules are fine but my complimentary studies is being a bytch. just a few more weeks before everything's over. i really do need a break from all these nonsense.

anyway national day is coming so.. :) something to be happy about. though its not my day but who cares so as long as its a public holiday. all public holidays are my day.